So, here am I, sitting in front of my laptop, pouring out some of my thoughts about some happenings after my SPM results had been released.
Trust me, that's the situation when I'm even worried that I would be carried away by the praises ...
Start with my parents. They were happy, especially my mom. Then, they told my grandma about the news. My grandma was rejoiced, and spread the news to many relatives of mine. It's okay for me, until when my grandma claimed that one of my relatives didn't praise me for that cause and got weirdly offensive of the alleged claim.
Now, I was like, enough of these praises, I had it enough.
I knew that getting grade A for almost all subjects is a pat on my back for my effort to do the exam well. However, I thought that it's a little cheating for me ... as I had only 4 subjects scored upper distinction (A+), which is the highest grade you can ever get, and that's just a normal result for me.
I scored an A+ in my English Language. Furthermore, I had also earned a hard-fought 1A in my GCE-O English. Although it's true that my usage of English Language is quite okay, but it's a bit glitchy when I'm speaking English, thus not showing the true competency of my English Language.
I am going to study pre-university, specifically A Levels, and I cannot imagine how would my results come out in this stage if I'm pampered by the result I had obtained in my SPM. I knew that although I did work on my SPM, but in my opinion, it's not enough and I felt like sulking throughout the process. I regretted a little and asked myself 'would I get better results if I avoided study mistakes made in the past?'.
For now, I know what am I going to improve and make sure I do not repeat the same mistakes I have made during my studying days when I am studying my A Levels soon.
As for my relatives ......... I'll rather smile over it ... (especially during next year's Chinese New Year)
Trust me, that's the situation when I'm even worried that I would be carried away by the praises ...
Start with my parents. They were happy, especially my mom. Then, they told my grandma about the news. My grandma was rejoiced, and spread the news to many relatives of mine. It's okay for me, until when my grandma claimed that one of my relatives didn't praise me for that cause and got weirdly offensive of the alleged claim.
Now, I was like, enough of these praises, I had it enough.
I knew that getting grade A for almost all subjects is a pat on my back for my effort to do the exam well. However, I thought that it's a little cheating for me ... as I had only 4 subjects scored upper distinction (A+), which is the highest grade you can ever get, and that's just a normal result for me.
I scored an A+ in my English Language. Furthermore, I had also earned a hard-fought 1A in my GCE-O English. Although it's true that my usage of English Language is quite okay, but it's a bit glitchy when I'm speaking English, thus not showing the true competency of my English Language.
I am going to study pre-university, specifically A Levels, and I cannot imagine how would my results come out in this stage if I'm pampered by the result I had obtained in my SPM. I knew that although I did work on my SPM, but in my opinion, it's not enough and I felt like sulking throughout the process. I regretted a little and asked myself 'would I get better results if I avoided study mistakes made in the past?'.
For now, I know what am I going to improve and make sure I do not repeat the same mistakes I have made during my studying days when I am studying my A Levels soon.
As for my relatives ......... I'll rather smile over it ... (especially during next year's Chinese New Year)
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